
My Journal: Well the last few days have been pretty much the same. Other then I was more active. Out and about. I still toss and turn at night, dealing with the pain and not being able to sleep on my side. My operated side when i lay on it feels like I am laying on a rock. I still cant lift my operated leg when laying on my back. I can a little if a pillow is under my knee. So I have upped the number of lifts I do with the pillow. Yesterday I broke a few of the DON'T DO 3 RULES. Now not on purpose mind you. One was, While at the Chalet Tavern and having to use the bathroom and no raised or handicap toilet, I had to set very low, Good thing Jessica came with me for I couldn't get up on my own. Could of been very embarrassing. And then a few times I let my leg fall inward. OH MAN that really still hurts!!!!!! So needles to say Last night I did not get much sleep the pain had returned to a 3-4 and I had no more pain medicine, Well i did have 2 Valiums that my friend gave me, but they did not work very well. Thankfully today I picked up 40 more of the Diludid. So right now feeling GOOD!